The world is growing darker as each day passes by, and it's tearing me apart. Your saddness is making me grow cold with saddness, as well. All of my friends...they're falling off the edge, and dragging me down with them. A lot of them want to die. A lot of them won't even tell me what the hell is wrong. They're blocking me out, and I don't know what to do because I'm trying *everything*. Suicide...is not the way to handle anything. I've been in these places. I just got done sitting in the bathroom with a razor in my hand, contemplating slicing away what's left. But I placed it back down. Because I'm not falling again. I refuse to go back to the darkest days of my life, and I refuse to let all of you get there, too.
When someone tells you they're there for you, let them be. If you need space, okay. But you need to let that person, or those people in, at some point. Because all they want to do is help and they love you. Don't hide it all under a facade, I had to find out from other people I don't even know that she was going to kill herself, and in fact had already attempted. I've been going around asking everyone else what's wrong with him because he won't open up. Don't let it come to this; don't leave your friends wondering, let them know you're okay, or you're not okay. If time is what you need, we'll give it...but time honestly doesn't run on forever. We love you guys. I love you guys.
I'm so scared to do anything...I've caused myself sickness, I keep crying because I hate to see the world in such a depression. Friends, lovers and fighters, be there for everyone out there. Be there for one another. Don't be afraid to take that one person's hand and let them know...how much you love them.
I love you Courtney.
I love you Tyler.
I love you all.
Keep the beauty.
-Kylie
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Calling all unity for peace and love!
Hello all of you beautiful souls! It's been a terribly long time since I've written to all of you, it kinda makes me sad. But, here I am, ready to give more information :)
I hope you all know that last month (October) was special for several reasons. Honoring those suicide victims who were tired of living in a hell where everyone was against gays; fighting against breast cancer, preventing domestic and all other types of violence, and there was even National Coming Out Day, on October 11th. Everyone should know that we're all equal. Equality is literally the key to everything. We should all be equally loved as humans, and we should all be equally punished for our wrongs. No one should be excluded from the world for race, sexual preference, shape and size, or background. Is it so hard to have one simple unified thought? All we need...is love. And equality brings that. If you can set aside the differences, what is there to keep you apart? It all comes down to your beauty, your souls, and the hands that reach out towards each other for comfort and friendship. Be the person the world wishes you to be, a broad enough statement that is broken down into one simple meaning: Be loving. Caring. Peaceful. And you become the rest as you wish to be, afterall, that's what makes you YOU.
It seems the world is in a sort of depression right now. Conrtoversial issues, lack of money and job opportunites, and a lack of caring. Create a way to make something a little better, a lot less in the hole than it already is. Get the community to chip in one dollar per person to save towards something tremendous, or to help towards those in dire need of the help. Make a club at your school on peace and equality, speak out and tell others how you feel, you'd be surprised on how many other individuals feel the same way, but are just like you and don't know how to, or want to, speak it out, in fear of losing what they have. There will always be that number of people who are against you...and let it be. Because the right idea comes with bringing all the same great thoughts together as one to create what will block out the wrong. You can do it. You all can. Because what's beautiful can <3
--Kylie
I hope you all know that last month (October) was special for several reasons. Honoring those suicide victims who were tired of living in a hell where everyone was against gays; fighting against breast cancer, preventing domestic and all other types of violence, and there was even National Coming Out Day, on October 11th. Everyone should know that we're all equal. Equality is literally the key to everything. We should all be equally loved as humans, and we should all be equally punished for our wrongs. No one should be excluded from the world for race, sexual preference, shape and size, or background. Is it so hard to have one simple unified thought? All we need...is love. And equality brings that. If you can set aside the differences, what is there to keep you apart? It all comes down to your beauty, your souls, and the hands that reach out towards each other for comfort and friendship. Be the person the world wishes you to be, a broad enough statement that is broken down into one simple meaning: Be loving. Caring. Peaceful. And you become the rest as you wish to be, afterall, that's what makes you YOU.
It seems the world is in a sort of depression right now. Conrtoversial issues, lack of money and job opportunites, and a lack of caring. Create a way to make something a little better, a lot less in the hole than it already is. Get the community to chip in one dollar per person to save towards something tremendous, or to help towards those in dire need of the help. Make a club at your school on peace and equality, speak out and tell others how you feel, you'd be surprised on how many other individuals feel the same way, but are just like you and don't know how to, or want to, speak it out, in fear of losing what they have. There will always be that number of people who are against you...and let it be. Because the right idea comes with bringing all the same great thoughts together as one to create what will block out the wrong. You can do it. You all can. Because what's beautiful can <3
--Kylie
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